Friday, June 20, 2008
Vacation
I will be in KL this semester 1 break
for 10 days =)P/S: Lord, i pray for grace and mercy and blessings for our examination results. In Your name, Amen.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Post examination syndrome
This, my friend is
Before
During
& AfterP/S: What a long long semester.
Monday, June 16, 2008
VCF Committe Camp 2007/08
My Final VCF - Vice President retirement - 21 Participants - Old & New committee - Held in Imperial Hotel - Committee Camp 2007/08
WAS A BLAST :DKABOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Saturday, June 14, 2008
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I LOST MY BIRTHDAY GIFT NIV BIBLE AND IM SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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Saturday, June 7, 2008
Examination
P/S: It involves examination and self esteem. So if u don't want to get affected, don't read.
P/P/S: I know u will still read it.
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I was doing my daily -Our Daily Bread- routine.
And June 5th's post struck me and hit me the most.
It talks about failure. The need for it. How God uses it to shape someone.
Coincidentally, my instinct tells me I actually have that significant amount of chance of failing this semester.
It is scary. How one pre-set issue written by someone probably halfway around the globe in his/her own personal experience can actually "speak" to me.
And when it does, it HITS me. no.
it HITS ME.
You see. The trick here is. I can't accept failure. My worst experience is probably accountings in Form 5 where i get D7 for trial. And it's not a good experience I'm telling you. Here i am, with this bloody elective subjective which i chose to have anyway~ pulling my average down in my already not so astounding results in other papers.
Anywayz.
Written in the June 5th issue.
"Sometimes we are not ready to see the wonder of God's wisdom and strength until we are gasping for breath in the exhaustion of own strength"
Ok~
I'll admit it. In most of my academic life, I rely mostly on my own self built confidence in the fact that somehow somewhere~ I am gonna be able to cope with the exam. And all the time, I always do. Maybe reliance...30% God? 70% myself?...never mind, make it 90%.
And quite shockingly, somehow somewhere, all my confidence that i have built since who knows when?!!! has been cast out of that window
and i felt SO extremely helpless that to finally admit here publicly
I MIGHT ACTUALLY FAIL THIS EXAM.
Gosh. I said it. Here.
"A recurring story of the Bible is that mountains of faith rise from the valleys of failure. Before discovering the high ground we are looking for, we may need to see the failure of the dreams we hold in our hearts and trust instead in the love, wisdom and guidance of our God"
So, Daddy God. What are You trying to speak to me?
That, I might actually fail this semester? I will?
People always say, rely and surrender on God for your *fill in the blanks*
But you will never fully understand or apply it until are desperate enough.
Like me. Now.
P/P/P/S: I'm so good at babbling. BTW I'm still not giving up for all you who cares =) The only difference is, I relied more on God. Now.
P/P/S: I know u will still read it.
.
.
.
I was doing my daily -Our Daily Bread- routine.
And June 5th's post struck me and hit me the most.
It talks about failure. The need for it. How God uses it to shape someone.
Coincidentally, my instinct tells me I actually have that significant amount of chance of failing this semester.
It is scary. How one pre-set issue written by someone probably halfway around the globe in his/her own personal experience can actually "speak" to me.
And when it does, it HITS me. no.
it HITS ME.
You see. The trick here is. I can't accept failure. My worst experience is probably accountings in Form 5 where i get D7 for trial. And it's not a good experience I'm telling you. Here i am, with this bloody elective subjective which i chose to have anyway~ pulling my average down in my already not so astounding results in other papers.
Anywayz.
Written in the June 5th issue.
"Sometimes we are not ready to see the wonder of God's wisdom and strength until we are gasping for breath in the exhaustion of own strength"
Ok~
I'll admit it. In most of my academic life, I rely mostly on my own self built confidence in the fact that somehow somewhere~ I am gonna be able to cope with the exam. And all the time, I always do. Maybe reliance...30% God? 70% myself?...never mind, make it 90%.
And quite shockingly, somehow somewhere, all my confidence that i have built since who knows when?!!! has been cast out of that window
and i felt SO extremely helpless that to finally admit here publicly
I MIGHT ACTUALLY FAIL THIS EXAM.
Gosh. I said it. Here.
"A recurring story of the Bible is that mountains of faith rise from the valleys of failure. Before discovering the high ground we are looking for, we may need to see the failure of the dreams we hold in our hearts and trust instead in the love, wisdom and guidance of our God"
So, Daddy God. What are You trying to speak to me?
That, I might actually fail this semester? I will?
People always say, rely and surrender on God for your *fill in the blanks*
But you will never fully understand or apply it until are desperate enough.
Like me. Now.
P/P/P/S: I'm so good at babbling. BTW I'm still not giving up for all you who cares =) The only difference is, I relied more on God. Now.